Hi! I'm İlker, 20 yo. I am a descendant of the mysticism that came from the deserts, just one of the remnants of a nomadic life, a struggle for survival. The deep mystical nature of my nation, the Arabs, is in my genetic code~ I get stuck in heavy thought loops; I suffer from OCD and PTSD...
My kulliyyât is a conceptual drift fueled by an extensive lineage of thought: from the foundational structures of Vygotsky, Marx, and Kropotkin to the psychoanalytic depths of Lacan and Althusser; through the post-structuralist landscapes of Foucault, Husserl, Deleuze & Guattari; towards the speculative frontiers of Nick Land, Laruelle, Braidotti, DeLanda, and Karen Barad.
I navigate through multiple linguistic spaces: Native in Turkish, Fluent in English and German, and Intermediate in French/Arabic. These languages are the nodes through which I relate my thoughts and images.
I don’t just "run" Linux; I dissect it. I’m an infrastructure obsessive who treats systems not as black boxes, but as living, breathing entities that must be secured, stripped of bloat, and forced into reliability.
My playground consists of the minimal and the unforgiving: Arch, Debian, Void, and the BSD family. If it’s not hardened, it’s broken. From OpenSSH hardening to wrestling with iptables/UFW and orchestrating systemd units in the gut of a VDS, I build environments where performance is non-negotiable and security is a baseline, not an afterthought.
I have zero tolerance for "magic" solutions. I live in the logs Nginx analysis is my morning coffee, and I use htop and Glances to hunt down bottlenecks and anomalies before they even think about crashing my stack. If a system is opaque, it’s a liability.
I hate manual labor. If I have to do it twice, I script it. My GitHub isn't a gallery of tutorials; it’s a graveyard of solved problems custom Bash/Shell scripts for deployment, backups, and user management born from real-world fires.
I’m a junior-mid level engineer who actually reads the man pages. I’m deep-diving into Docker and CI/CD, looking for a team that isn't afraid to give me the keys to the production kingdom. I’m here to break things, fix them better than they were, and keep the uptime sacred.
I actively engage with a synthesis of:
CFT/ADS, CTC, non-linear physics, mathematics, alternative mathematics, the philosophy of the non-existent, the temporal objectivity of non-events, ontology, epistemicmicro systems, Deleuzeian philosophy, anti-philosophy, anti-spectacle poetry, and anti-poethood.
In my world, aesthetics are a "functional chaos" minimalism, mostly black or beige, mirroring the brutalist structures of the mind. My auditory landscape is the soundtrack to this conceptual drift: a fusion of post-punk shadows, dark wave synths, and the raw intensity of numetal.
Sonic Traces: Varsovie, El Morrabba3, L.S.D Orkestrası, Sci Inspi, Ta2reeban, The Kominas, Taqbir, Daughters, Molchat Doma, She Past Away, Kino, Bunalımlar, Feyyaz Yiğit, Jakuzzi, Beyaz Hayvanlar, Yoan Roussin, Kumadam, The KVB, Nabeel (نبيل), Black Hill, Casket Cassette, Guerra Fria, Monoworld, Joy Division, This Cold Night, Twin Tribes, Selofan, Forever Grey, Cocteau Twins, Delphine Coma, Depeche Mode, Double Echo, Linea Aspera, Lebanon Hanover, Boy Harsher, Drab Majesty, The Cure, Bauhaus, The Sisters of Mercy, Type O Negative, Deftones, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Three Days Grace, Wage War, Slowdive, The Smashing Pumpkins, Placebo, Nine Inch Nails, Crystal Castles, Massive Attack, Kargalar, Blood Rave.
Why are you still scrolling? The void is empty.